so I will tell you, this I know, I have worked hard, and still I drone, and after all of this, I still love you and after all I have done for you, after all we've been through, and after this you abandoned me, you stupid bitch. I will not look at you, nor will you be missed. I refuse to think of back when we kissed I can move on, and continue with my life, though i’m a failure, I will not lay down and die. I have things to do, a life without you, I will not fall apart, it’s all too soon. I am not broken, I don’t need to be fixed, its not me but you who should suffer in this, what you have done is unmistakably wrong, and though I cannot fix it, I should have known all along. you are a failure, just another mistake, you were a lie, and all we had between us was fake, and so in this, my last words to you, I will no longer grieve, with this, I am through, I loved you once, and in my heart you are still, but i can tell you this: it is not my will. id love to hate you, and this I try, I will try not to think of you, I hope you die you don’t deserve my pain, or my grief, you aren’t worth this, and you cant have me, you chase after little children to fuck, and all this time I have loved you, and for what? you should be ashamed of the filth you are, you should cut yourself open, and heal my scars, I will never forgive you for all of this, I will never let you touch me again, you filthy bitch, and here I say goodbye, and this time its for real, you will suffer for the way you made me feel, you are shallow, you are a fake, and you destroyed me, after all that was at stake, you crossed my boundaries, you broke my heart, and here I brood, and wish upon you harm, and still I give you this, I give you these words, and even still, its far more than you deserve, you never loved me, and you never will, I pray you are locked up, and aren’t free to kill, you shouldn’t be allowed to break peoples hearts, you shouldn’t be free to tear people apart, once I was your whore, I was your slave, but i’m done with this, and with living that way, I resist your hand, I don’t want your help, I can do this on my own, I can deal without, I break away I break free of your chains, and for once I am no longer captivated by your restraint, I was a fool to have given you my trust, I take all that I gave you, die alone, my love